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Jay
26 March 2009 @ 07:27 pm
Hey,

I just signed up with Cappex.com, a new site about getting into and paying for college, and would like your help. Cappex is sponsoring a $1,000 scholarship for the student who signs up the most students, and I'm trying to win. Help me out by visiting the link below and filling out a free profile. Plus, Cappex is giving out a $500 scholarship to one of the winner's friends, so you might win $500 just for signing up.

Use the following link to create your profile:

http://www.cappex.com/?code=JNM5752

Make sure you finish the entire profile so I'll get credit for the referral. Thanks
 
 
Jay
19 January 2009 @ 11:05 pm
It's the last day in office for George Bush. There's been a lot of talk in the media lately about Bush's legacy. What do you think he will be most remembered for?

For screwing up america and raising taxes damn bastard.
 
 
Current Location: cozy bed
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: 2 in the morning-nkotb
 
 
Jay
13 October 2008 @ 01:13 pm
Can you believe that I have school today?! Its ridiculous like what the f?! But its whatever because we have friday off but we have a game so im not sure about what's going on. Im trying to go to dorney park, the halloween haunt for my bday well actually on saturday but I have to call and ask bout government discount. I haven't gotten a chance to because all the crap I've been doing also I don't have a costume which really sucks too. Todays going to be a slow day too and I have practice and I can't remember the last time I had practice so im probably not going to be able to do that long ass run but ima say to myself that I know I can. My day at school is pretty good so far. A regular day at school but this week is going to be pretty good cause tuesday I have a trip for photography and wednesdays my birthday and friday no school and hopefully saturday we'll go to the halloween haunt at dorney park. So anyway im on my way to soccer practice hopefully we'll get moving but my coach isn't on the bus lol. Omgosh soccer was so much fun, like I thought I wasn't going to b able to do the run but I was. Today was fun overall, it really was I enjoyed my day and plus 2 more days till my birthday!
 
 
Current Location: soccer bus
Current Mood: hyperhyper
Current Music: day26- since you've been gone
 
 
Jay
12 October 2008 @ 11:20 pm
Wow. Its been a while. Well im currently a senior. where does the time go? I still can't believe that I am a senior and we're doing the yearbook and everything. On top of that im going to be 17 on wednesday. What the f! Where does time really go. A lot has happened through the months, drama, confusion and heartache. There are days when I don't feel like getting up out of bed and starting my daily routine but I have too if not I wouldn't have a life. Anyway its late and I have school tomorrow so I have to go to sleep.
 
 
Current Location: my cozy bed
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: david archuletta-crush
 
 
Jay
01 March 2008 @ 08:45 pm
today was okay.. woke up, cleaned because my brother(whos a best friend of my sister) came over and i didnt clean yesterday so i had to clean this morning. after i cleaned, then i had to put away the grocreies and after that i just chilled, trying to focus and do my homework but i so dont want to do it... crap i have to do chem. that should be fun. why would they give us so much work when we have HSPA the same week!! So i should go and do that.. well i was close to going out with my sister and my brother but the curfew messed things up and i dont think i would be able to go anyway because my age which sucks. and what also sucks is that they werent going to find a way to get me to go with them, pero no. But it's whatever im over it. i should go an do my work.. cause i kinda have a lot.
<3 jay
 
 
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Jay
01 March 2008 @ 01:55 pm
What's the craziest thing you've done in 2008?
i haven't really done anything crazy.. thats a shame.. maybe prom will be crazy
 
 
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Current Music: Leona Lewis- yesterday
 
 
Jay
29 February 2008 @ 06:05 pm
YO tOday was crazy. I had 1/2 a day and it was buggin'. The mOrning was iight.. Like 1st periOd is always a bitCh. ThiS whOle week has been a bitCh.. Shit tha I don't need 2 hear and nOe I heard and fOund Out bOut. It jus makes me feel wOrse and hspa its tuesday and im nOt ready at all. Anyways sO at skOol we had sOme black histOry shit it was iight. sOme Of the performances were iight sOme were just cOrny. I gOt mad hOmewOrk tO dO, sO stupid ass script fOr literature. Ehh.. Im jus cOnfused bOut a lOt Of things.. Everything is just Out Of Order fOr me but I hOpe everything gets in place. I just can't wait tO leave and graduate and gO tO cOllege and dO wa I gOtta dO. That's the only thing that's on my mind is tOo pass shit I gOtta pass and then dO what I wanna dO with my life. sO.. since i had half a day i went tO my MOms class.. that was iight.. i practiced sOftball with a few friends it was fun.. Other then that tOday was an iight day.
<3 jay
 
 
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: Hey baby- bow wow ft. omarion
 
 
Jay
27 February 2008 @ 08:09 pm
SchOol was okay.. Hspa is right there and im stressing so freaking much! Its mainly the math that I'm wOrried bOut... I didn't wOrkOut tOday I didn't feel gOOd, I felt like thrOwing up so yea I didn't want tO run and feel like thrOWing up. Like im just nOt in the mOod fOr anyOnes crap, my day was Okay just I don't knOw I gOt freakin crap On my plate but that's life right..like randOmly my cOaches wife asks me bOut this bOy that im was/kinda still in lOv with. HOw can yOu kinda still be in lOve with sOmeOne well I don't knOw but I still loOk at him and wish that almOst sOmething happen but yea.. Anyways he's nOt impOrtant. Im cOnfused bOut a lOt Of stuff and I don't nOe hOw tO deal with it...sOmetimes I wish I had a car sO I can drive away frOm everything and everyOne. TOday I saw a cOuple walking dOwn the street and she was signing tO her bOyfriend and I said thOught tO myself that was sO cute and I realized that I NEVER EVER really been asked Out and I never ever really had a bOyfriend but whatever that isn't impOrtant. I c and hear all my friends talk bOut their guys and stuff they've did which was pretty wOwzers and OmgOsh and I never did stuff clOse tO that, well Of cOurse nOt because nO guy wants tO hav a fat girl as their girlfriend cause its just nOt right, cause she's nOt sexy or fly Or whatever. I always feel this way.. Why dOes the wOrld hav to be sO .. What's the wOrd? SO freakin wOrried bOut the appearance and ugh whatever im nOt in a gOod mOOd.
<3 Jay
 
 
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Current Music: lonely world- robin thicke
 
 
Jay
27 February 2008 @ 11:51 am
What is the most common compliment you receive?
the common compliment that I received was that I am a beautiful girl, that I don't have a common face, that I'm a beautiful girl. But funny thing is I don't see it, I don't want to sound stupid but I don't but whatever, I take the compliment anyway.
<3 jay
 
 
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: bleeding love- leona lewis
 
 
Jay
25 February 2008 @ 09:41 pm
What's the meanest thing you've ever said to someone?
the meanest thing I ever said to someone was a to a guy, who was in 8th grade and I was in 10th and he had a huge crush on me. How he knows me my mother taught him and I would go to my moms class. So.. He liked me and I was deeply, deeply hurt and abused by what he did. When I found out that this boy liked me I was like okay and so I decided to talk to him. We talked for a while after about 2 months the other guy that hurt me called me and we started talking again. So I was stuck so I decided to let go of the 8th grade boy and continued talking to the other boy. I broke things off with the 8th grader and we got into an arguement and I remember saying " I used you, I only used you to forget about the other guy I never really liked you. Your in 8th grade I need someone more on my level and your not on my level, your so immature and childish" What a bitch I am, I felt so horrible afterwards because I know who it feels when some one says that they used you.. Its an awful feeling that no one should ever feel and I made this guy believe that I liked him when at the time my true feelings were for the other guy. After all that the other guy ended up doing worst than what he did to me and I feel so dumb and I hated myself for a while for being so stupid and blind that if he treated you like that before what makes you think he won't do it again. Anyways so after that drama I apologized to the guy from the bottom of my heart, I begged for his forgiveness because I can't deal with the fact that I said that to him and knowing that I hurt him, we remained close friends after that. But I still feel horrible.. I wish I could take it back...
 
 
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Current Music: where would we be now- good charlotte